so, i started crying and laughing at the same time because i couldn't find my color pencils. i don't know if they're at my apartment when i accidentally tripped over my bag or if i've lost them somewhere in the art department. i'm not kidding, i was in tears over this.

i'm way too stressed. i'm not done with anything. i can't even get a solid night's sleep. i wake up every hour and freak out. and i'm so tired and with not being able to sleep through the night, it's ridiculous. i set aside, 10 hours solid to sleep so i can work and be rested for the day. i think i actually only get about 5. i just kind of want to shoot myself.

/insert long ass bitching rant here about how badly my life sucks

my mom doesn't want me to spend the money in gas to come down and see her for thanksgiving break. i miss my mommy. i want to go and see her. i just don't want to deal with school anymore. i can't wait to graduate.

<3 sara